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January, 2013

There were high and low. But we still managed to keep it in one piece.
She's been doing her thesis and working at once. Lot of stress have been placed onto her.
I volunteered to ease the burden. Carried the weight together.
I had a lot of expectation this year. Trying to make it a reality.

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So..... that's how it ends
Never liked a bit of it

Though I did put some efforts
But it already capsized beyond help

*sigh*

On the bright side
I can't hurt you anymore; adding salt to the wound
Yet the scar will remain for... -fuck it! It will remain so

The Uncertainty

We gave up something that'll bring us some good

The outcome of nothing in something

Giving chances for the benefit of the doubt

For we would tripped in our own breath

Rooms

My journey is always based on who I'm stuck in a room with

It's what life is - a series of rooms

And who we get stuck in those rooms with

Adds up to our lives are

Of course, the definition only applies when there's somebody in the room with you

If not, you'll just die alone and miserable while the sky turns grey

I Had Nothing (I Wish)

I always looked over the fence

Seeing how nice his house was...

He do know how to decorate his own

Ohh look! They even got a baby bedding set...

How adorable...

But my house...

No matter how much effort I put into

Never really seem mine at all

Never been a home lately...

Zack: Sembunyi

Si Haridz ni selalu kejutkan aku dengan berita-berita gempar. 2 3 berita basi aku hidangkan, 10 berita sensasi dia balas...

'kau pasti ke pasal hal ni?'

'aku tengok pon dah boleh tau la... ' jawab Haridz dengan yakin.

Sejak bila plak kawan aku sorang ni ada ilmu pandang tembus? Ohh.. mungkin informer2 yang sampaikan maklumat ni. Semakin hari semakin semak pulak aku tengok si Zack. Mula-mula rasa kesian, kalau orang lain tengok muka Zack pon rasa simpati. Tapi kalau dah 3 kali tersadung di tempat yang sama, takkan tak boleh nak belajar dari kesilapan?

Ain ada la call 2 3 kali. Aku tak angkat pon. Kalau tak dak hal penting aku malas layan. Biasa la... awek orang. Rasanya Ain nak berkongsi sesuatu. Tapi aku rasa syukur aku tak angkat call Ain. Kalau tak aku pon terjerat dalam masalah diorang. Bukan aku tak ambil berat. Cuma dah muak dengan perangai Zack dan Ain.

Hari tu aku selongkar facebook Ain. Dah macam medan perang. Mungkin ada kebenaran dari cerita Haridz.

'aku tak faham la... sampai macam tu sekali' Haridz runsing.

'tapi aku faham sebab aku pernah berada di tempat dia'

Sabar la Haridz. Benda ni diluar jangkaan kita. Suatu hari kau akan faham.

Zack, aku tak tahu sama ada kau menganaiya atau teranaiya... Aku harap kau tahu apa yang kau buat

Gila

ohhh...tekanan.sy suka awk...

kenapa la awk salu dekat di ati sy?

lepas abes viva ingatkan da setel...

sekali terpilih utk seminar...

nak kena wat prosiding, submit abstrak, wat slide presentation baru

3hb, 5hb, 7hb, 10hb, 17hb, 20hb....haihhhh...byk tarikh lak dlm kepala

present kat seminar lak depan org luar,

mampos jugak aku kena hentam nnt

cepatlah abes woiii...

kalo aku tau jd camni aku wat thesis cincai2 pon xpa...